ary khamis = hmmm,,arini balek sch lepas2 siap smuanye,,trus pegy dapur nk tgk mknn..tp tekak xtnjukkan tanda2 nk terime pun,,ape slhnye jamah sikit kan..? so ayra mkn lha sikit ape yg ade..sjk tu mmg xrase ade mood sgt lha..tah ape yg tjadi pun,,no komen lha..kat sch kemain excited ag ,, suke sana sini.. mlm ni mcm biaase,,tade ape2 yg istimewa,,texting2 sikit ngn kwn n si dye.. trus tdor..
ary jumaat = +today+ bgun pagi tdi dh ilang mood..ntah lha,,smcam je.. igt psan mama smlm,,bgun pgi esk mkn koko krunch,,bgi adeq sikit.. so i said ... "hmm"...xselera dh...so aeni punye psl xde mood,,pagi2 ag buke fb kat nset..nothing pun..noti ade 2-3 tu pun tah ape2..owg like situ sini je..n then cek2 fb,,bace status owg sana sini..err...lpas tu termenung aje,,seriusly tataw pikir ape..taigt dh.. uhuk2..siap mandi lam kol 11,,papa dh balek,..buat balek satay,bubur kacang,nasi lemak..ayra trus buke satay n mkn 2-3 btg..dh kenyang.. seriusly,,pelik btol aeni,,..ahh aty dh xsdap..tgk nsi lemak yg trbungkus xdiusik..sepi..-mcm lam novel lak dhh- err tanak mkn ag..6ti sikit..layan novel dulu..mase owg laky bpusu2 ke masjid,,ayra trigtkan si dye..tah ape lha dye pkir erkk..ayra ni bz mmnjang,,seriously rase bsalah mnebal..i gave him so much hope..so many time ayra pkir psl ni..n thiz time ayra dh pkir msak2 ranum..we nid to stop thiz..msti dy igt ayra ni nk mainkan prsaan dye..seriously awq,,ayra tade niat camtu pun..
dye fhm keadaan ayra ni yg still school-ing,,emm so dye trima..katenye berat jgk aty nk hentikan smuanya..ayra mntak maaf dh pstu thousand thanks kat dye..n then...hanye bunyi cengkerik brtandang...sepi...ayra rase bersalah sgt3..ayra trus msok bilik,,xsgup nk tahan aty ni..ayra rase yg dye sbnrnye tade rase ape2 pun kat ayra,,tp ayra think postive..*dye xtipu* .. lps tu prsaan bsalah menebal sgt2 sbb mcm2 lha..n bkn saje sbb ayra yg nk hntikan sgalenye.. but ayra trfikir..dye xamek pduli lgsung ke smpai dh xnk text ayra.. ? air mata murah aeni,,this is the worst thing i ever did...tanak buat dye tgu,,rmai ag kat luar sane lebih layak dpt dye,,berbnding ayra ni...Ya Allah,,kuatkan aty ni... =''( ...ah jgn kate ini the end of all .. ptang td,, I cried, i thought many things n,, Fiesta may b our last game, ? will it b ? ouh my ..
Lucent Heart..thanks to ya ~ game paling bermakne utk ayra.. Remnant Knight --> Fiesta ... hmm ape lhaa nasib game strusnya.. but the most importnt thing is ,, ayra xkn buang awq jauh2,, awq xlyak dibuang jauh2 sbb awq prnah buat ayra tersnyum utk sekian lame...xape,,sy buang kat tmpt yg awq layak...emm in my heart my b ??
dulu texting smpai lebur jari,,ntah ape kite ckpkn..byk nye ...mgkin awq snyap sbb awq nk tenangkan prasaan..ayra rase awq prlukan mase,,bru bley texting balek.. kut ?? tapelha..
igt !
Kalau awq jodoh ayra,, suatu ary 6ti Allah pasti satukan kite,,
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